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Emotion now

FML!

Cherry- Cherish

Here i am at MOS waiting while i blog…. Today was really a clam day, ages since i had it. Working with peaceful ppl liftens up your mood, i am feeling well… sorted out my tots abt ongoing things, it is right that you be yourself. Being myself would mean to be able to share my tots with people. Which is why i always liked being the neutral person, and talking to neutral person. People just amazes you by their maturity in life, in school, in class. The lesson on being yourself is definitely useful, as well as understanding ppl better. Well all the whinings abt project groupmates seem to be pointless after thinking it through in the MRT- MRT are wonderful places to stone and ponder.

Out with projects, out with emotions. All leads to one simple lesson, that at the end of the day, they are the ones who would spend the rest of your 1.5 years. Cherishing is what i would do now. Memories, laughters and whatsoever. As long as i am being myself . But my sleepless nights still hold luh.

3 in 4

Well well, look what we have here, 3 assignments to meet within 4 days.

Dame ATRM & LAM, but due to blessings for having the best of my luck, i only have to worry for lam now. Life has been a bitch, REAL BITCH for the past week. Its crazy! ever since the start of August, i have not been getting any good sleep everyday. Sleeping at 4 5 am and waking up a few hours later. To the hell for the lost of my sleep, my life. FML for now seriously.

PMKT honestly turn out to be a gift for me today, and woah why we witness what it means by jumping off the boat just before reaching the shore. Perhaps the tot of bandits in the shore was a turn off. But overcoming it proves all of your capabilities. Sleep wasn’t wasted and effort is definetly worth for an A. But to stay neutral and not being subjective. I shall not elaborate further…

A toast to my sleepless weekend.  After wednesday. I am off to lala land for 2 days at least before i start mugging for exams!

A sticky post

Sometimes you wonder how some ppl think

1) When its at such a critical timing, they choose to slow down their pace

2) In their eyes, they do alot of work, but in ours and utter most reality, they did nothing- erm maybe something out of the 1 zillion stuffs they did

3) They do not think before they speak, let alone when they do things

4) They go on to acting as motivators, hard workers, like those 8-5 ppl who work their asses off, just to get that attention they wanted, but well no one cares really.

5) When you challenge them to do something better, they backout

6) God knows, they might even be swearing their balls off when at the same time you are doing so!

ya know, this kind of ppl really irritates you to the extend that you dun even wanna bother abt it, i have re evaluated and done my best to not be subjective, but guess the chances are over. May this be the last time of coorporation.

School’s a bitch, with projects to rush, things to catch up, let alone managing issues. worse, you’re under attack by the fever flu virus at this crucial moment- LOL

But i do appreciate ppl who tell me their honest opinions, as i know they are not fakers, afraid to hurt my pride or whatsoever- i dunno. But its a learning point to take note, but it would be really nice if someone would guide or teach me the right ways they perceived. As i am willing to learn and put down my pride, unlike the characteristic mention above.

well its the time to countdown, though i predict a storm. Sun would come eventually! I’m positive!

Delete those emofeel

Back for updates after so long of miaing, life have been ups and downs for me let me slowly bring my readers back to time. July have been hecktic as usual with the  first 2 weeks hogged up by projects projects and 1 major exam gone- LAM, CEM have gotten into everyones nerves due to fund raising which after reflecting for so long i realized that anything that can be solved by money is not a problem, its principles that is holding people back, no personal attacks or targets, just what i feel. Forking out on our own seems to be the correct approach after all, though we went one big round to realize that, but i think its a good lesson learnt.

Another application would be the zhuhai immersion trip coming this holidays, where i am thrown into a very serious situation of whether i should go or not, as there are things holding me and things motivating me. BUT my eventual choice would be i shall go. 2 module exemptions is marvellous whats more its a life in time opportunity in my entire poly life, so why not?! We shall see man

Now the next troubles i am having is- ONE- CEM event is coming, whats making it worse is that i have I&E event on the next day…. This is killing me, i feel like strangling myself for landing myself into this situation, as a part of me thinks that this module stinks, IT SHOULD JUST FUCK OFF, DAME IT.

Next project deadlines, gosh gosh gosh LAM PMKT ATRM here i go!

Lastely Exams which is tearing me apart CEM PMKT ATRM- ZOMG seriously

25th Aug 2009 freedom

28 Aug 2009- TIOMAN ISLAND

7 SEPTEMBER- 17 OCTOBER- ZHUHAI

free dates are only 1st week of september, feel so sec school eh?

Quite excitied for the trip actually

2nd half of year 2009

So called first post for the second half of the semester, time files- like seriously cus 6 months gone just like that? Well i have definitely learnt alot of things in this year. The mean of handling your negative emotions, i finally understood how to handle it, the self reflection made a few hours ago have let me realized that what i did was wrong to have outburst my emotions abt the stress on the projects i am having, though the situation is still not towards what i want at the end result, but i am still holding my stand that my method of approach was correct, just that i could have handled it better.

I have learnt to see things more in depth, i think its not good to judge ppl when you dun really know the person well. Some who maybe child on the surface can be a rational and mature enough to handle such things, but the sole disadvantage is that people would see you as superficial. And some who are acting self denial refuses to face up to fact that they are not as good as they think, and what they need is a good big tight slap on their faces and they would wake up, its just a matter who does it, i did and i am glad there is a impact, at least i accounted for myself. – (the text above does not refer to anyone out there, unless its a coincidental)

Well just going off track from these issues, life is sucky from now, as mentioned in my previous post. Many commitments to finish and with only 1 month to finish all these. now my brain feels empty to be even motivated to do any stuffs. I think what i need now is some good enlightenment and that should do the trick. Swine flu is really irritating as its getting worse day after day. Cross fingers that the virus does not get more complicated, though school will close, but close it during the holidays for all they want. Today’s Atrm was exceptionally a turnoff, got very agitated somehow, bet she’s gonna complain abt TR05 again- hiazz, does complaining helps? it takes 2 hands to clap though, if we are not motivated, that means there is a problem with your teaching. Honestly, the so call approach for future lessons is useless. Better get some medication b4 you die of heart attack or whatsoever. May god bless your encounter with trohfives

NC16

Fuck my life for hell July

commitments, projects, exams

and with H1N1 to join the game- WOW!

my dictionary of vulgarities have just run loose

Surpressing it-like seriously

Hot n Cold stuff

Here i am at 4 am in the morning blogging where i should be sleeping by now, been tramatized by various news

firstly was mic jackson’s sudden death, what a waste of a pop star legend sio. life is pretty short i guess, we just lived in this earth for a few decades and thats the end on a life cycle? How many 10 years we have in our lives? Ok sound so emoish but life is uncertain, so cherish with what you have maybe the best solution so far

Watched transformer and megan fox is one hot stuff!!!  she managed to make the guys in the cinema go all gaga and drooling over her- me inclusive…. all guys think with their dicks luh, so cannot blame, but the movie was good, excluding megan fox of course! she is just a plus point to this movie luh.

And my stomache flu is killing me and stopping me from sleeping. hate this feeling- URGH

Shiok

Letting things out is ultimate shiokness!

HAHA dame relaxed now!

Spruce up my motivation for projects again!

finally some casual post hur, apart from the serious posts earlier

thanks to those who talked me into it

flame extinguished

but the weather at night is so humid!

aircon rux to the core

who cares abt globl warming now

tsk!